{"id":1513,"date":"2010-03-20T22:17:23","date_gmt":"2010-03-21T06:17:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=1513"},"modified":"2012-12-08T11:26:16","modified_gmt":"2012-12-08T19:26:16","slug":"reg-text-page-223-in-moments-of-surprise-or-unusual-intensity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=1513","title":{"rendered":"reg. text page 223 &#8230; in moments of surprise or unusual intensity&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Moments of deep experience I new through the death of my friend Suneth. Suddenly the linear time stopped to be and I\u00c2\u00a0found myself in a space that was new and\u00c2\u00a0unexplored for me. There was no old pattern, that the Self could count on, no chances to look to experiences from the past, no hope for the future. Everything was new, in each second. And there was no fear only astonishment about\u00c2\u00a0diving into a different dimension of being that showed up in front of me. This astonishment was so big that the pain and the suffering \u00c2\u00a0dissappeared for a while. It all came back when I entered the linear time again\u00c2\u00a0with all the painful feelings of loss and emptiness. This experience was so intense and long lasting that the heaviest pain I had felt in the first days after Suneths death\u00c2\u00a0didn&#8217;t come back. It was\u00c2\u00a0a\u00c2\u00a0liberation.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Moments of deep experience I new through the death of my friend Suneth. Suddenly the linear time stopped to be and I\u00c2\u00a0found myself in a space that was new and\u00c2\u00a0unexplored for me. There was no old pattern, that the Self &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=1513\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":517,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,34],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1513","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01_general","category-tsk-online-09-10"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1513","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/517"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1513"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1513\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1513"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1513"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1513"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}