{"id":1541,"date":"2010-04-18T12:16:09","date_gmt":"2010-04-18T20:16:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=1541"},"modified":"2012-12-08T11:26:16","modified_gmt":"2012-12-08T19:26:16","slug":"pang-of-conscience","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=1541","title":{"rendered":"Pang of Conscience"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In this morning&#8217;s conference call, discussing how the self&#8217;s reliance on models still shows up when we search for knowledge through tradition, feeling, or deference to the transcendent,\u00c2\u00a0I kept thinking of the phrase &#8220;pang of conscience&#8221;. \u00c2\u00a0When we are stopped dead in our tracks and \u00c2\u00a0think &#8220;I don&#8217;t want to be the kind of person who does this&#8221;; when we see how we are hurting someone, or acting out of greed, fear, and ignorance; then something can rescue us, can hold up a mirror. \u00c2\u00a0Isn&#8217;t this a way that a deeper knowledge can break into our dark citadels of isolation? \u00c2\u00a0At such moments, we are no longer in the driver&#8217;s seat, and knowledge can flow in. \u00c2\u00a0When our agendas lose their commanding role, it might feel like a gut-level intuition, but the more important characteristic may be that we become the one who is listening, and real knowledge can then flow towards us, like a river irrigating the desert. \u00c2\u00a0&#8211;Michael<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In this morning&#8217;s conference call, discussing how the self&#8217;s reliance on models still shows up when we search for knowledge through tradition, feeling, or deference to the transcendent,\u00c2\u00a0I kept thinking of the phrase &#8220;pang of conscience&#8221;. \u00c2\u00a0When we are stopped &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=1541\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":47,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,34],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1541","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01_general","category-tsk-online-09-10"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1541","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/47"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1541"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1541\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1541"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1541"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1541"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}