{"id":190,"date":"2006-11-15T13:16:50","date_gmt":"2006-11-15T20:16:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/2006\/11\/15\/time-of-thinking-and-self\/"},"modified":"2012-12-08T11:37:21","modified_gmt":"2012-12-08T19:37:21","slug":"time-of-thinking-and-self","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=190","title":{"rendered":"Time of Thinking and Self"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hi All<\/p>\n<p>EX 18 is I think an overlooked exercise. At least it has been for me. I think Lesley hints to the power of this exercise when she describes being like a spider wanting to hide in the web. Indeed, the self is like that spider that weaves its web of existence by adhering to a temporal order &#8212; past-present-future &#8212; linear nexus. Somewhere in the Time section, I recall Rinpoche saying that we may initially feel shocked to see how caught up and enmeshed we are in this order. &#8230;&#8221;Shockingly limited approach to life&#8221; is I think the phrase I hear.<\/p>\n<p>As I did this Exercise throughout the day on and off, both formally and informally, I did have a strange sense of a different viewing angle emerge that was looking at the structure. I also had some imaginative fantasies&#8211;one is where I watched the the structure operate as if on automatic pilot&#8211;and I detached spatially from it&#8211;like I escaped through a portal and could step outside it like seeing it as a dream. That felt very strange in a way as then there was this sense of freedom from having to construct moments in reference to my self. I got a sense of how I &#8220;narrow down the vastness of Time.<br \/>\nI also have been in awe of hearing and noticing other people&#8217;s dialogues as tied up in this structure. Certainly it is tied to LOK EX 5 &#8212; where anxiety has a temporal structure.<\/p>\n<p>RON<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hi All EX 18 is I think an overlooked exercise. At least it has been for me. I think Lesley hints to the power of this exercise when she describes being like a spider wanting to hide in the web. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=190\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-190","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01_general","category-tsk-online-program"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/190","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/24"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=190"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/190\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=190"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=190"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=190"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}