{"id":2709,"date":"2012-11-08T14:48:09","date_gmt":"2012-11-08T22:48:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=2709"},"modified":"2012-12-07T14:15:21","modified_gmt":"2012-12-07T22:15:21","slug":"alreadynever","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=2709","title":{"rendered":"Already\/Never"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>How I enjoyed taking a &#8220;TSK walk&#8221; at work again!\u00c2\u00a0 Time was resonant for me on the walk, as I felt my contemplative steps around the building kicked up not only fallen leaves, but memories of many past such walks during previous TSK courses.\u00c2\u00a0 One way I felt the dimensionality of time play in my walk this afternoon was as a play of already\/never:\u00c2\u00a0 There was the trace of past walks limning this present circumambulation (the &#8220;already&#8221;), but while this walk was <em>like<\/em> those other walks, it was also unique, a new bubble of experience that could not be reduced to any of those other times (the &#8220;never before&#8221;).\u00c2\u00a0 On the one hand, there is nothing particularly remarkable about this, but on the other, it was sort of a new experience to see that the sense of &#8220;already&#8221; is (by virtue of time&#8217;s dynamic) never what it seems &#8212; that in one way, there is no &#8220;already.&#8221;\u00c2\u00a0 I related this to Jack&#8217;s\/Rinpoche&#8217;s suggestion that moments may not have anything (directly, linearly) to do with other moments that &#8220;precede&#8221; them.\u00c2\u00a0 This moment appears whole, with a frothy surface of events breaking on the edge of &#8220;not yet,&#8221; and a depth that recedes back into an expanding cone of &#8220;what came before,&#8221; but in this view, the what came before can be seen as &#8220;just as new&#8221; as this arriving moment.<\/p>\n<p>How does this strike you?\u00c2\u00a0 How does time &#8220;play&#8221; for you today?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>How I enjoyed taking a &#8220;TSK walk&#8221; at work again!\u00c2\u00a0 Time was resonant for me on the walk, as I felt my contemplative steps around the building kicked up not only fallen leaves, but memories of many past such walks &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=2709\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":29,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,79,65,70,69],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2709","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01_general","category-arising","category-class-discussions-fall-2012-tsk-online-course","category-space","category-time"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2709","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/29"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2709"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2709\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2709"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2709"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2709"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}