At first I want to express thanks to Jack for the careful and understandable\u00c2\u00a0 “Orientations”.<\/p>\n
I look back for illustartions of more aliveness than usual, and I\u00c2\u00b4m amazed by so many situations, for example:<\/p>\n
– I\u00c2\u00b4m together with a friend and I feel injured by a statement of him. I\u00c2\u00b4m angry, I defend myself and I attack him. My voice becomes loud. I feel energy and aliveness, my perception becomes more sharp.- But suddenly my perception becomes wider and “deeper”, I perceive more than the cause of trouble and the situation more open\u00c2\u00a0and I (?, who?)thinks “stop!” This “stop” seems more to be a melting together of my friend, his emotions and thoughts, my emotions and thoughts, the surroundings on a “deeper” level, an unusual feeling. And my attitude changes into a loving one. \u00c2\u00a0– My questions: who perceives the witness, who tells stories\u00c2\u00a0 (stop a aggression) about morality? Is the witness the agent and guardian of morality?\u00c2\u00a0– “A sudden insight”, a spark of “a deeper knowing”?<\/p>\n
-I see once more a very nice and trusting\u00c2\u00a0little bird in the garden, he looks (for me) coming from another world: he is my “reminder” of “deeper” matters. When I see him, I carefully\u00c2\u00a0breathe in, I\u00c2\u00b4m feeling more translucence.<\/p>\n
-Sometimes, more often, situations\/events fit to each other: I play the flute and finish – the phone rings…(and so on).. I feel a gentle stream of joy, or the glimpse of a “sudden insight”. (I think, in the last years I pay more attention to these situations.)<\/p>\n
– May be, it is a similar joy: I do my early morning praxis with Kum Nye and it is the last motion, unexpected\u00c2\u00a0the first ray of sunshine\u00c2\u00a0in the morning touches my face, and when I turn round, there is a play of light and colours with the golden Stupa in the background, indescribable the light and my “feelings”.<\/p>\n
– A look in my photo album of a journey to Tibet and India, inspiring stories, with immediate influences of my\u00c2\u00a0mind and body.<\/p>\n
– My writing now: I feel a flowing energy in my back.<\/p>\n
And sometimes: I look at these occurrences like a look on a far away strange and\u00c2\u00a0“dry”\u00c2\u00a0world.<\/p>\n
Peter.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
At first I want to express thanks to Jack for the careful and understandable\u00c2\u00a0 “Orientations”. I look back for illustartions of more aliveness than usual, and I\u00c2\u00b4m amazed by so many situations, for example: – I\u00c2\u00b4m together with a friend … Continue reading