{"id":4537,"date":"2013-07-13T06:01:52","date_gmt":"2013-07-13T13:01:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=4537"},"modified":"2013-08-16T15:36:16","modified_gmt":"2013-08-16T22:36:16","slug":"dynamic-flickering-on-the-edge","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=4537","title":{"rendered":"Dynamic flickering on the edge"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I am feeling negative, isn`t it my Ego who is longing for more aliveness and freedom? So I do not really accept &#8220;the way things are&#8221;, my way of conducting and constructing. In the last orientation Jack is talking about &#8220;the improvisational style ( improvisation in a theatre): accepting what appears and responding in a creative way.&#8221;\u00c2\u00a0 I like this comparison, it seems to be helpful for me. Noticing negative feelings, thoughts, images, memories &#8211; in the moment I do notice and accept the narrative, the telling itsself,\u00c2\u00a0 there is a little flickering, a hint of a gateway &#8211; then I am often grasping for that gateway and the next narrative is going on. But there is something at the background, a glimmer of release, relaxation and gratitude or even joy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I am feeling negative, isn`t it my Ego who is longing for more aliveness and freedom? So I do not really accept &#8220;the way things are&#8221;, my way of conducting and constructing. In the last orientation Jack is talking &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=4537\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":327,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[136,115,74],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4537","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01-general-tsk-discussions","category-opening","category-self"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4537","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/327"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4537"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4537\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4537"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4537"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4537"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}