First an experience with my grandchild, I don\u00c2\u00b4t understand:<\/p>\n
I met my 10 days old grandchild for the first time. She was lying in her little car, the arms upward near the head with closed hands (fists), the eyes were\u00c2\u00a0closed . – I bent over her and\u00c2\u00a0thought a little blessing mantra. (I didn\u00c2\u00b4t say anything.)\u00c2\u00a0And she opened her right hand.<\/p>\n
There are many possible interpretations. But: who is subject, who object, what happens in the “gap”, who is the “glow” of whom?<\/p>\n
Second: a few experiences with ex.17.<\/p>\n
Early in the morning (there are no disturbances) I feel a longing to come nearer to objects, to become their glow. It seems strenuous, to hold all the objects far away. They “want” to come. I feel relaxation, when they come nearer. – When they are beginning to touch me I become frightened, very subtil. I\u00c2\u00b4m worried they could “eat up” myself. Then there would be no self, no I. Then it would be unpossible for me to look at, to define, to recognize, to handle the situation. And I begin, to push the object away.<\/p>\n
The experiences with Ex. 17 seem related to visualization.<\/p>\n
\u00c2\u00a0Peter (Ludwig)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
First an experience with my grandchild, I don\u00c2\u00b4t understand: I met my 10 days old grandchild for the first time. She was lying in her little car, the arms upward near the head with closed hands (fists), the eyes were\u00c2\u00a0closed … Continue reading