Last night I had a dream: I was in a school as a grown up pupil and I answered questions of the teacher. I cried (in a deep way) and said: I didn\u00c2\u00b4t learn enough and I didn\u00c2\u00b4t learn the right in my life. I wasted time and life.<\/p>\n
All over the day I felt the sadness. – So: “cape diem” (make use of the day).<\/p>\n
I read all posts, but I don\u00c2\u00b4t understand all what is said. The difficult for me is, to bring the post in the context of the “world” of a person (who I don\u00c2\u00b4t know) and then to understand what is told. So more often it is a sentence or a word, that touches me — and then I know, it\u00c2\u00b4s important for me.<\/p>\n
With Ex.9 I took the direction of the instruction, I know, it can be done far deeper! It seemed to me as if I waited for light.\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 But its difficult to tell about:”describing cuts us off from experience”. With Ex. 17 (The glow..) I met a large tree in front of my window. It\u00c2\u00b4s autumn, I felt a relaxing intimacy.<\/p>\n
The analysis in chapter 14 is like a cloud for me. I hear, I follow the dance of the arguments (sometimes I don\u00c2\u00b4t understand all arguments)\u00c2\u00a0but they don\u00c2\u00b4t touch me.<\/p>\n
Nevertheless I remembered the time, when I worked at university. (I was more a teacher than a scientist.) At that time I tried to examine Kum Nye in accordance with the western “scientific model”. My experiences with Kum Nye and the gathered data didn\u00c2\u00b4t match to each other. I failed with my attempts. Now I understand why: the western scientific model (in the way, I used it) can not touch the heart of Kum Nye. (apart from the fact of my hubris to examine an outlandish ancient way of meditation without deep experiences over years.)<\/p>\n
But I learned much about Kum Nye – nothing to publish.\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n
Peter Ludwig<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Last night I had a dream: I was in a school as a grown up pupil and I answered questions of the teacher. I cried (in a deep way) and said: I didn\u00c2\u00b4t learn enough and I didn\u00c2\u00b4t learn the … Continue reading