{"id":5218,"date":"2013-12-31T13:37:30","date_gmt":"2013-12-31T21:37:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=5218"},"modified":"2014-01-26T18:17:35","modified_gmt":"2014-01-27T02:17:35","slug":"when-if-not-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=5218","title":{"rendered":"When, if not now?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What does it mean to refer to the &#8220;now&#8221; as a &#8220;moment&#8221;? \u00c2\u00a0After all it is always now, never not now. \u00c2\u00a0 As soon as I refer to a moment it seems that I am viewing time as broken into many moments, like the shards of a shattered mirror. \u00c2\u00a0From there it is a quick jump to organizing those moments into a linear sequence of time fragments, each separated from all the other fragments, some of which lie in the past, some of which are waiting around the corner in the future.<\/p>\n<p>Being located in a &#8216;now&#8217; doesn&#8217;t seem to require this string of moments. \u00c2\u00a0Feeling present in this now \u00c2\u00a0feels like standing in a tower that overlooks a forest of time, and from there I can view the life of the world as it reaches across the horizon in all directions.<\/p>\n<p>Moments seem more like tokens with which I \u00c2\u00a0place my bets in the casino of wants and fears and broken promices. \u00c2\u00a0It&#8217;s as if I need a bank roll to compensate for my exile from the forest of time.<\/p>\n<p>If time is the dance of life. it sometimes feels like the dance of a robot programmed to do only the 2-step. \u00c2\u00a0But on a good day, provided courtesy of time, my dance may become the natural expression of a sense that I am part of it all. \u00c2\u00a0 Then my small self \u00c2\u00a0(which clings to \u00c2\u00a0moments like a rat clings to the wreckage from a sinking ocean liner) no longer needs to search for a life-raft in time. \u00c2\u00a0After all, in a time without moments, everything is already floating and there is nothing hidden beneath the surface.<\/p>\n<p>Happy 2014. \u00c2\u00a0which I hope will arrive like fresh snow on the branches of \u00c2\u00a0our lives.<\/p>\n<p>Michael G<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What does it mean to refer to the &#8220;now&#8221; as a &#8220;moment&#8221;? \u00c2\u00a0After all it is always now, never not now. \u00c2\u00a0 As soon as I refer to a moment it seems that I am viewing time as broken into &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=5218\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":47,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[136,69],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5218","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01-general-tsk-discussions","category-time"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5218","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/47"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5218"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5218\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5218"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5218"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5218"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}