{"id":667,"date":"2008-04-25T08:29:56","date_gmt":"2008-04-25T15:29:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/2008\/04\/25\/darkness-doesnt-believe-in-light\/"},"modified":"2012-12-08T11:37:02","modified_gmt":"2012-12-08T19:37:02","slug":"darkness-doesnt-believe-in-light","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=667","title":{"rendered":"Darkness doesn&#8217;t believe in Light"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve always felt that I have very little capacity for visualization of any kind.\u00c2\u00a0 So I start a practice that invites me to visualize not just one but an expanding\u00c2\u00a0bubble of lights with a dim conviction that this exercise can only expose my limitations.\u00c2\u00a0 Then this morning I relaxed this conviction a bit and felt it would be OK to accept whatever experience showed up.\u00c2\u00a0 It felt pleasant.\u00c2\u00a0 A kind of warmth and illumination appeared\u00c2\u00a0which\u00c2\u00a0easily expanded into five.\u00c2\u00a0 Behind, above and below, followed easily.\u00c2\u00a0 While this was happening, it occurred to me that a lighter heart, less intimidated by the idea that I need to do something I can&#8217;t do, naturally feels at home with warmth and clarity and brightness.\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0I didn&#8217;t experience anything dramatic, but it gives me a hint that there are\u00c2\u00a0windows in this dark room and nothing\u00c2\u00a0prevents me from\u00c2\u00a0throwing open the\u00c2\u00a0curtains.\u00c2\u00a0 Or perhaps there are no curtains and everything is already bathed in light?<\/p>\n<p>Michael<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve always felt that I have very little capacity for visualization of any kind.\u00c2\u00a0 So I start a practice that invites me to visualize not just one but an expanding\u00c2\u00a0bubble of lights with a dim conviction that this exercise can &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=667\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":47,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-667","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01_general","category-tsk-online-program"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/667","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/47"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=667"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/667\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=667"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=667"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=667"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}