I want to write, but I don\u00c2\u00b4t know what to write. The experiences don\u00c2\u00b4t fit to language. In usual words I should say: there is too much in a mess.<\/p>\n
In Germany we have spring, very unusual: many days with sun and blue clear sky. Much light, the unusual opportunity to explore light in a light atmosphere. I\u00c2\u00b4m grateful.<\/p>\n
TSK Ex. 34: There are moments when there is the feeling, that each ‘atom’ seems to be enlightened and then I can\u00c2\u00b4t remember exactly\u00c2\u00a0 or understand what I saw or felt.<\/p>\n
Thank you, Jack, for your questions in your post of May, 5th. It\u00c2\u00b4s difficult to explore the quality of illumination of my moods. It seems to me, that I translate my psychological understanding of my moods into colours and lights. I don\u00c2\u00b4t feel the light spontaneous, directly. For example: My bad mood seems to be brown non-transparent and weak. And when I look nearer there seem to be two layers, one clear and powerful red and another one blue clear and powerful, they seem to work against each other , both mixed they seem to be brown: and I have the story of my bad mood.<\/p>\n
It is as if I wear usual a pair of sunglasses with dark glasses and I\u00c2\u00b4m afraid to be confronted with real light. – But: I feel, there is bright light in front of my dark glasses.<\/p>\n
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Peter (Ludwig)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I want to write, but I don\u00c2\u00b4t know what to write. The experiences don\u00c2\u00b4t fit to language. In usual words I should say: there is too much in a mess. In Germany we have spring, very unusual: many days with … Continue reading