{"id":766,"date":"2008-10-14T01:59:45","date_gmt":"2008-10-14T08:59:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/2008\/10\/14\/matrix\/"},"modified":"2012-12-08T11:34:38","modified_gmt":"2012-12-08T19:34:38","slug":"matrix","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=766","title":{"rendered":"Matrix"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Regarding the first exercise, \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcLayers of Mind\u00e2\u20ac\u2122: Walking to a university lecture, I was practicing being aware of the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcnon-content\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 layers of mind (as defined by Jack) as I walked. I was particularly interested in the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcstate of mind\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 layer \u00e2\u20ac\u201c the general orientation level. I had previously been enjoying catching the quality of that kind of \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcspace.\u00e2\u20ac\u2122)<\/p>\n<p>On this particular occasion, though, it wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t the felt-sensed quality that was interesting, but rather, the role or function of the underlying layers. I became aware of some way in which these background layers provide a kind of fundamental \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcgrounding\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 to the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcsense of self.\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 As I inspected the experience, I could see that they provide a kind of \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcmatrix\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 \u00e2\u20ac\u201c a functioning without content of their own;  functioning instead as the upholder of the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dccontent\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 level.  (Of course, \u00e2\u20ac\u02dccontent\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 could be inferred to the implicit layers; but it is not explicate.)<\/p>\n<p>I got interested in the question of what was happening when I got \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcdistracted\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 by thoughts (distracted by \u00e2\u20ac\u02dccontent\u00e2\u20ac\u2122). At those moments, I lost awareness of the functioning of the background \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcmatrix\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 &#038; yet, it seemed to me that the emotionality of (what for now I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m calling) the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcdistractions\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 was still dependent on the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcmatrix,\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 even generated by the implicit level. The feel was of a implicit knowledge, without which the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dccontent\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t continue; acting as a support for the explicit content (including when it was merely sensory knowing that was the content).<\/p>\n<p>I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m so delighted to see this layering.<\/p>\n<p>Christopher<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Regarding the first exercise, \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcLayers of Mind\u00e2\u20ac\u2122: Walking to a university lecture, I was practicing being aware of the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcnon-content\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 layers of mind (as defined by Jack) as I walked. I was particularly interested in the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcstate of mind\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 layer &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/?p=766\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":123,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,30],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-766","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-01_general","category-tsk-online-fall-2008winter-2009"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/766","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/123"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=766"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/766\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=766"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=766"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cciforum.dreamhosters.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=766"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}