I suspect this post falls short of the criteria set, but my will to submit is lapsing from mixed feelings\u00c2\u00a0in making a working connection to the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcstuff\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re covering, and discovering how I actually relate to life, especially as I can see how ingrained, habitual, and biased my thoughts and stories are (at least with a novel you can put it down\u00c2\u00a0\/ walk away, or with a DVD you can switch it off).\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n
I feel like I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve caught my boyfriend cheating on me.\u00c2\u00a0 Even though I suspected that he was, actually catching him means I have to accept the inevitable.\u00c2\u00a0 But the shock and sadness still occurs, even though I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m glad not to be wasting my time in a dead end relationship.\u00c2\u00a0 And of course I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m going to fall in love again, I just need a bit of a breather to look for a better choice of partner.\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n
This isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t meant to sound like I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m broken hearted, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just the realness has caught me unawares.\u00c2\u00a0 And\u00c2\u00a0feel reasured that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s\u00c2\u00a0all part of my love affair with life\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6..\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n
Louise.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I suspect this post falls short of the criteria set, but my will to submit is lapsing from mixed feelings\u00c2\u00a0in making a working connection to the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcstuff\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re covering, and discovering how I actually relate to life, especially as I … Continue reading