A couple of weeks back I took up a suggestion of Jack’s to be at the edge of the emerging future. That was a great practice! Within a couple of days I found myself unhitched from ordinary time-frames – indeed, I felt, more stably than ever, that I truly didn’t have any idea what time was\/is. I found myself living in a flow of intensity of experience. This seemed to make it easier to see when I was ‘identified’ with the narratives, because I could quickly feel the sense of being impeded in my flow.<\/p>\n
I noticed, in those moments, the weight of accumulation of a life-times ‘purpose-making.’ I notice that my main impediment seems to be that I unconsciously assume ‘efforting’ (in the form of ‘serious purpose’ and its attendant narratives) is necessary to being myself. However, this exercise was great for lightening up, heaps.<\/p>\n
Since then, the purposeless intensity of ‘experiencing’ hasn’t receded entirely – the sense of the identity of time with the flow of experiencing is with me like a perfume. Gassho, TSK, from Christopher.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
A couple of weeks back I took up a suggestion of Jack’s to be at the edge of the emerging future. That was a great practice! Within a couple of days I found myself unhitched from ordinary time-frames – indeed, … Continue reading