Author Archives: Michael Gray

About Michael Gray

I first started studying TSK in the mid 1980's and have since attended a number of retreats and workshops at the Nyingma Institute, in both TSK and Buddhist themes. I participated in the life-changing Human Development Training Program in 1991, and upon returning to Albuquerque co-founded an organization, Friends in Time (with a friend who has Lou Gehrig's Disease), which continues to serve people with similiar disabilities. I contributed an essay to "A New Way of Being"--the last one in the book--in which I describe how learning to honor who I have been has broadened and deepened my openness to present experience. I live in New Mexico with my wife and two sons.

The Roots of Coincidence

I’ve been remembering Arthur Koestler’s book, with the above title, this week because of a new bizarre connection which has surfaced (adding to a group of similarly implausible coincidences in my experience).  One of the previous ones was that my … Continue reading

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Interest does not a moment make

During Sunday’s call, when Jack was presenting the perspective that perhaps it is the span of a particular interest that defines a moment for us, I found myself thinking that there has to be another factor operating.  It seems that … Continue reading

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Arrogance and Temerity

Jack’s post on the Arrogance of SETI has me pondering my own way of limiting what I am willing to know.  Looking at our Technological Model of knowledge, as we have been doing, we can see how we tailor our … Continue reading

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Who’s Out there?

I wonder if there are others who, like me, look on this website quite often, see that it’s kind of quiet, wonder if they could say something, but the threshold of insight isn’t reached enough to feel that they have anything … Continue reading

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Pang of Conscience

In this morning’s conference call, discussing how the self’s reliance on models still shows up when we search for knowledge through tradition, feeling, or deference to the transcendent, I kept thinking of the phrase “pang of conscience”.  When we are stopped … Continue reading

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If I were a River:

Then I’m sure I would identify with the river banks through which I flowed, would feel more powerful when swollen with the spring run-off , and I would narrate many stories about the droughts and floods I had witnessed.  I … Continue reading

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Models and Provisional Observations

An interesting side-effect of studying TSK is that writers who were once important to me come to mind in the course of contemplating TSK insights.  One writer is George Gurdjieff.  However, our study of the role models play, in interpreting experience, … Continue reading

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The Self composing itself in time

Jack’s notes for this week included a very paradoxical claim: “the self itself is a story told by the self.”  My own self protests: surely everything has a cause outside of itself.”  And the example given, a few sentences later, … Continue reading

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Witness and Awareness

Doing the brief practice in yesterday’s conference call, I enjoyed the feeling of allowing the body to breathe in its own time and space, without undue interference from the controlling self.  So I thought: this is a taste of awareness, … Continue reading

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More than meets the I

It’s so easy to agree with TSK statements, since they’ve so often proved true in the past, and then not really test them out in life.  On the first page of chapter 16 I had an uncharacteristic reaction.  Two words … Continue reading

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