apart from the content, when I write, I feel/think/believe I am not in time as we conventionally know it. When the words come, I am neither surprised nor directing them. It is something entirely different.
Then, too, when I am ‘exploring’ several different ‘times’, in memories, i.e., conventional linear time, I don’t feel like I’m in the present or that the present even exists. In fact, I never think about it. It’s always a surprise. Also, I find it very hard to enter ‘linear’ time after that and become tense and anxious, though I’ve learned to hide it, often, because I’m supposed to fit to it.
Lois S
