Thought to write this as even though it’s not all positive, feel that in my own way it’s supporting my participation (and if anyone else feels like this – hi there!).
So far, I’ve found it very difficult to make that much sense of the last 3 weeks. This maybe because all of my experience has been through books, and now I’m having to relate it to a different reality it’s not so straight forward.
I even found choosing the right Category for this post confusing because the ones listed didn’t seem to fit (so I took pot luck, as the only one I could find was under Therapist).
Anyway, my disorientation has been steadily increasing over the progressing weeks……. to include trying to find the correct reading pages / book / subject matter – none of it seems to fit together as guided by Jack…………….. (the pages in the book don’t relate to the matter discussed (by Jack in the 1st recording).
Anyway, it’s still all very etheral, and I’m guessing that my understanding / relationship to where I am and where ever everybody else may be, is just a simple matter of s p a c e……
And I have seen light at the end of my tunnel after listen to the 3rd recording (I happen to love space – it’s infinity, malability, and dexterous possibilities……….. I read the beginning of DTS – taking a molecule and expanding it (to multiverse size), which I’m relating to finding sense in things that may not initially seem to have any…….. So am in the process of expanding and contracting with a feeling of confidence to finding that necessary shift in my focus.
I just wonder if it’s possible to have a seperate list of required and additional suggested reading (that includes references you make Jack during the Skype transmissions), that’s added to as and when – please…………?
Louise