Upside Down

The final paragraph of chapter 6 refers to the self in a way that seems like a mirror image of how we looked earlier in the chapter at substance.  The self is too collapsed and it’s world is too parsed out.  With substance, we are invited to imagine a zeroless world that sounds a lot like a black hole.  About the self, we read “Falling in on itself like a star that collapses to form a black hole, it consumes the knowledge inherent in Zeroless appearance and uses it to manufacture and proclaim the unknown subject.”    It’s as if the urges toward intimacy, connection, integration, and wholeness, are squandered on the self, which is perhaps really just a perspective taken on something greater, and then there is no energy left for a more deeply experienced “Gesture of Balance.”  or “Knowledge of Freedom”.  –Michael

About Michael Gray

I first started studying TSK in the mid 1980's and have since attended a number of retreats and workshops at the Nyingma Institute, in both TSK and Buddhist themes. I participated in the life-changing Human Development Training Program in 1991, and upon returning to Albuquerque co-founded an organization, Friends in Time (with a friend who has Lou Gehrig's Disease), which continues to serve people with similiar disabilities. I contributed an essay to "A New Way of Being"--the last one in the book--in which I describe how learning to honor who I have been has broadened and deepened my openness to present experience. I live in New Mexico with my wife and two sons.
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