To be aware of time:
I recognize time by the clock, by events happenimg along the time-axis, past and future: it is 6Â o’ clock, my vacations only will last three days, tomorrow we will be invited at 3 o’clock. I’m jumping from occasion to occasion. It’s most thinking, sometimes connected with sorrow or anticipation of joy.
When I try to experience time, there is nothing of that, what I usual call time. But there is a shift. I begin, to be a little more aware, I beginn to be more feeling with my senses. I feel it with and in my belly. There is more or less dynamic I feel movings and with these movings I feel more space. I don’t feel moments, I feel richness. For example with music: two melodies and their rhythms are joining each other, I feel the whole melody, a whole “piece”, sometimes I can be the vibrations, can go into the vibrations. When I begin to think, I’m going outside. But is this happening time? I have no word for that what is happening. But it seems something in common with time.
Peter
