Author Archives: Michael Gray

About Michael Gray

I first started studying TSK in the mid 1980's and have since attended a number of retreats and workshops at the Nyingma Institute, in both TSK and Buddhist themes. I participated in the life-changing Human Development Training Program in 1991, and upon returning to Albuquerque co-founded an organization, Friends in Time (with a friend who has Lou Gehrig's Disease), which continues to serve people with similiar disabilities. I contributed an essay to "A New Way of Being"--the last one in the book--in which I describe how learning to honor who I have been has broadened and deepened my openness to present experience. I live in New Mexico with my wife and two sons.

This week’s exercises (asking who is doing, and saying “No” to the doing) evoke a question: as Karin and Roger also describe, a lot of daily activities seem to proceed automatically, without either the need for or the apparent presence of … Continue reading

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Comment from Soudabeh(that went astray)

Dear Michael: Thank you for your sharing. I am currently in a situation that if it was a couple of years ago, I would be very scared… and big time stressed out…, but due to the practices and the teachings … Continue reading

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Waiting for the future

Following up on Jack’s invitation, here’s a statement and a question: we tend to wait for the future, at the expense of living our lives in our own time (Waiting for the Second Coming, Waiting for Godot). The alternative we have … Continue reading

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From Inside the Future

Reading the sad story of how we helplessly, hopelessly conduct a dreary sameness forward, two lighter thoughts came to the rescue this morning: 1/ the strange statement in an earlier chapter that we contact the dynamic of time from inside … Continue reading

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Conducting the already known

Yesterday evening there was an ad on TV in which ordinary-seeming people were proclaiming how wrong-headed it would be to tax domestic exploration for gas and oil.  That would hurt ordinary people like us.  I wasn’t really paying much attention, … Continue reading

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Fear at the edge

I’ve been noticing that (I suspect unlike some of the other participants in this program) I haven’t maintained a strong enough meditation practice to deeply experience what it’s like to inhabit time in a new way: to explore the margins … Continue reading

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Beelzebub’s Tales to his Grandson

I was struck by Jack’s mention of Ouspensky and Gurdjieff (in Sunday’s call), since it was these writers who helped me to become open to Buddhism and TSK.  Gurdjieff promised three series of writing: the first to destroy his reader’s illusions that … Continue reading

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Available Now

Sometimes the TSK vision seems to ask us to repeal all our existing perspectives and notions of how reality works.  And sometimes it points directly at what we have always believed, but does so in a way that animates these … Continue reading

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An Incomplete Thought

There’s a sentence in this week’s reading (middle of Page 87), “The ever unfolding sequences move toward increasing dimensionalization: the multiple pronouncing of what has been recorded.”  This reminds me of another sentence, in the previous unit, where we studied how … Continue reading

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Tapestry of Presence

I was taken aback by an image on Page 77 of DTS: the suggestion that our “concern” could allow us to view the present as encompassing entire geologic eras.  My immediate thought was that a longer span of time can … Continue reading

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