Author Archives: Ludwigm

It seems to me, that possibly there are non-personal different times (perhaps sometimes going together with for me unknown changes). “Dark times”: bad news and occurances, unsuccessful working, restlessness, heavy mental and physical atmosphere, no light accessible, only ‘closed-down’ experiences … Continue reading →

I want to write, but I don´t know what to write. The experiences don´t fit to language. In usual words I should say: there is too much in a mess. In Germany we have spring, very unusual: many days with … Continue reading →

Your post, Jack, makes it easier to relax: ..”at the same time, there is not any need to structure in terms of high and low…”. I thought about bright lights. Here in Germany spring is beginning. Soemtimes the light is … Continue reading →

I´m working hard and nearly enthusiastically in the garden: I want to let the garden be prepared when spring begins. At the same time I see much disorder within myself and around me (with things and persons) . At the … Continue reading →

Hello, The schedule tells to read TSK, pp 271-286 ,– with all included exercises (32-35)? Or is there a misprint? Peter. 

I don´t know what to write and I don´t want to chatter like my mind is doing. A central and big question with chapter LOK 18: How to work with the self? Sometimes all seems clear and sometimes it seems … Continue reading →

Being confused it is difficult to write a post. When I write nevertheless, I know, that experiences and thoughts are mixed. On a subtil level its difficult for me, to distinguish experiences and thoughts and very often I don´t ´see´anything. … Continue reading →

´Hold on´ To hold on an experience: what does it mean? I thought about your explanations, Jack. What´s the difference between holding on a memory and concentration? For example: the memory of going around the kailash and the concentration on … Continue reading →

“Connecting time and the belly”: I want to answer.    I´m usual thinking much, less feeling. But I dicovered, that somestimes there was a feeling in the belly. It happens, I can´t make it. (I sometimes thinking: I want to listen … Continue reading →

Thoughts and experiences.  Time, feeling with the deeper belly (not sexual area, but near by), seems to me like more belly-like thinking. The quality of thinking changes. Last week I looked more careful than usual on and in time. A … Continue reading →