Author Archives: Arthur

Jack, your remark about “wide-awake” relieves me, it´s true, I mustn´t be wide-awake always and every time. In the moment I feel (in my perception) a little reduced, like through a filter. After reading the “post” I decided: I do … Continue reading →

Practice with the five senses indeed gives space more depth – it seems to me a natural process, as if it can´t be in reverse. And with “thinking” in C it was confusing: when I tried to dress a thought … Continue reading →

Hi, panic is past, but not forgotten. Medicine has its expected effect. Yes, I still planning to attend the retreat, and I´m now optimistically. Beforehand a repeated experience: either I come into the exercise very quick or not – and … Continue reading →

Hi, I worked reduced with the last units because I felt increasingly dizzy – till I went to the doctor: alarmingly high blood pressure. I never have had such one before – not consciously. H. bl. press. can be very … Continue reading →

Yes, “we / I can only generate new stories” and most, these new stories are not so new. I give myself constantly reasons, explanations of my behaviour, being, feeling, not-feeling. Nearly incessantly I lecture myself or I justify myself. These … Continue reading →

Ich habe viel in den angegebenen Texten gelesen und gehofft, etwas von “Field, Great Space, Great Time” zu verstehen. Aber je mehr ich las, desto verwirrter wurde ich. Dabei habe ich von Beginn an diese illusionäre Erwartung registriert, über Lesen … Continue reading →

I brought forward Ex. 15 ABC) because weather is good today, one third of the sky is clear and blue. I named variation of the exercise: A Balcony Retreat. All conditions were perfect and later I saw: this should be … Continue reading →

Hi, back from a retreat, immediately I expected difficulties to discriminate “field” from “space” when I read the “Unit Ten”. And I´m staying with this difficulties.               … Continue reading →

Hi, Ex.4: Beim “Sitzen” fällt mein Blick auf meine rechte Hand. Langsam entsteht ein Schauen, daß ich nicht mehr “weiß”, sehe ich zwei-odere dreidimensional. Bewegt sich nur ein Finger minimal, habe ich die Vorstellung, ich sähe Außen, Oberfläche und Innen … Continue reading →

D. 1Question: Who is aware? Mein Geist, mein Lebendigsein. Manchmal meine Sinnesempfindung. Mein, mein, ich, ich: die Konzeptualisierungs-Prduktionsstätte (puh!) läuft auf Hochtouren. 2. Der beobachtende Geist! 3. How do I investigate these Questions? Etwas in mir löst sich, etwas wie … Continue reading →